Okay, to let you know my background a little, was a pro musician for years. I've played a lot of venues in a lot of states, I've played guitar, bass, and drums in a lot of bands. I sing pretty well, and harmonize almost on the fly. I quit playing around 1992 or so, just quit. About 2 or so years ago back into electric guitar, and picked it up pretty well. I can sit at home and play along with music just fine. I can replay the songs over and over, and play the licks pretty well. Not everything note-for-note, but nothing bad, and it's smooth, fluid, and just like I should be playing (and like I did years ago). Now however, when I play onstage (two times in two years), I find myself absolutely so ticked off at how I sound and play I just want to run and hide. Seriously. I get onstage and can't remember what keys the songs are in, I can't remember even the simplest of licks, forget to sing my harmony parts, it's just absolutely horrible. My playing sounds like someone who just learned last week. Choppy, missing notes, and my mind freezes. Then I get stressed and start gripping the neck so hard my hand starts hurting. What the heck is going on?