I am happy this thread has lead to interesting conversations. Early on I petitioned to Lock this thread. I "read" tension building between opposing ideas. The post was intended to share ideas on the show. Food for thought. There are many phenomenon I want to believe,that are just "fantastic". I won't disbelieve, because I want to believe. I refuse to self-impose limits on my understanding. I thank all here for calmly stating their thoughts without malice towards other member ideas. I have died. It is amazing the miracles of modern medical science and 4 days in the CCU. I have vivid memories. As if I just watch it on tv. There were no family members to "greet" me. Colors extremely vibrant, appearing "alive" and "breathing". And I had "A bad feeling about this" Real? A brain reacting in panic mode? IDK. But I remember.