For God's sake, go for it......... I used to be an insurance analyst. Well paid, wealth of limited knowledge, respected company. If I'd carried on down that route I would be dead now. Dramatic, but true. The best music comes from people who looked into their soul and embraced what they found. Why should you be any different? Everyone has the ability to change the world by accepting and celebrating what they are born to do. You are doing yourself and us a terrible injustice by not embracing that. I retrained as a nurse at 50. Finally, I accepted that caring for others is what I do best. I've never been happier. I feel fulfilled. Go for it, and take our best wishes with you.