I haven't visited this forum for over half a year. Just when I feel so sad and lonely and don't know what to look for, I remember the people here, most of you are so warm and kind. I was reading the thread about alcoholism. The comments are so encouraging! There are still good people on Earth, caring for other people. When you feel upset, you are the only one who suffers from the bad mood! Still trying to figure out a way to make myself happy. Yup. It's time for some good music. Should I pick guitar or banjo?