This might make you feel better. I bought a new Big Baby Taylor to use as a “bigger” travel guitar recently. You have to use a 3/8” socket screwdriver to adjust the tension on the truss nut us by the headstock. Like this..... I rotated the nut. Perfected the neck. I set the screwdriver down and noticed that as I rotated the screwdriver the tip of the handle was digging into the headstock just enough to make a line in the wood perfectly parallel to the nut. The line is about 1/2” long. It’s a perfectly straight slight indent. I’ve been there man. Stinks. I just had to look at the line and say “screw it.....not worth the anguish....let it go”. You’re not alone. Life happens when you’re busy making other plans.....John Lennon.