There is no harm in wondering about the past . Regardless of what you may think of it doesn't matter because it can and will never happen again . Look to your future and smother yourself in it because it belongs to you . Don't know where you are in NC , but find yourself some local sourwood honey and savor the play unfolding before your eyes . LSD and other substances are only a temporary thrill , but living will serve you a lifetime . Don't waste it because there is no dress rehearsal . There are no real definitive lines because it all flows together , alway has and always will .