Somehow it helps to know that I'm not alone in my feelings. What a disease! I got really mad the other day when I saw a bumper sticker with a rainbow that said "God is Pro-Life", I wanted to scream "no he's not, he's Pro-Death!" I don't mean to steer this thread into territory that is unwelcome to anyone, it was just my feeling at that moment. Thank you all for sharing your feelings and experiences, it is a balm at this time.