this is a different kind of post for me. i don't usually send my blue thoughts out onto the internet for the masses to read. i'm feeling very much like selling all but one acoustic and just forgetting about music, songwriting, and all that. i know i'm not great at it, but i have always told myself that i get something, some kind of connection, feeling, meaning from playing. now i'm not so sure. i record videos occasionally and share them with friends on facebook. i get very little positive response. i have done similar stuff here on the twanger central..same kind of thing. not much positive reaction to what i'm doing. i see other people, talented people, share songs in a similar way and get tons of love from friends and strangers alike. i'm only fooling myself, peoples lack of response does not lie....so why do this anymore ? sometimes it has to be about more than me playing for me and it making me feel good because i like it. it has to be about more than that.