To tell the truth i just don't know anymore. I used to get the occasional good day when it sounded good and that would give me the momentum to keep going all the other days when it didn't sound good. But i honestly don't remember the last day when i put the guitar away with that feel good feeling. It just gets put away with that deflated, that was a waste of time, feeling. The thing is also know that i'm being honest about my skills rather pessimistic.